The mind is occupied
with one thing after another. We try to get free from these and meditate
and we
are not able to do it. There is only one answer: you are trying to remove
these
things without removing the basic cause.
How to do this? How to create a field where these forces would work? When
you sit in meditation today or tomorrow, just remember one thing: that you
are meditating upon God because you have not realized God so far. This is a
very clear and simple point. But on the contrary, when you sit to meditate,
ego thinks, “I’m meditating today. What a good person I am! What a qualified
person I am!” As a matter of fact, what is the truth behind it? “I have not
realized God or attained Enlightenment; therefore, I am meditating today.”
Here lies our self-exposed foolishness. This should give you freshness to
meditate today more sincerely. |
You have been practicing in a rut with the same thoughts revolving over and
over in your mind. This is why I am trying to pull you out. I do not mean
you should not practice, but how you should practice. Do not make it a
habit, please. Practice with a fresh attitude. Meditate upon your chosen
object of meditation, not on your son or your daughter, your spouse, your
money, your position, your ego trips, your possessions, your proprietorships
or any kind of aggrandizement or gratification. Not that any of these is a
rut; your attitude is the rut. Money is not a rut; possessiveness is a rut.
Position mongering is a rut; being attached is a rut. |