WHATEVER
HAS HAPPENED HAS HAPPENED.
PRAY
TO GOD,
“PLEASE ERASE ALL MY SLATE.
LET
ME BE A NEW PERSON.”
THAT
IS CONSCIOUS BEING.
That transformation is what we need. If for nothing else,
at least for joyfulness, at least for the bliss’s sake—anandam—awaken. And
then you will not mind your ego dropping dead, I tell you. You will say,
“Thank God! Why was I holding onto it in the first place?” Then when you
look at the ego, it’s not there. It vanishes. You are your joyful Self, the
Spirit. You are your own God, a Realized Soul. Who cares then for that blind
ego? It just vanishes. It’s nowhere, a shadow. It merges back into you. You
have seen how, when the sun shines directly overhead, your shadow merges in
you. That Enlightenment is symbolically like the sun—full with Light, full
with Radiance, full with Illumination, full with Shakti (Energy) and never
sleeping. If the sun goes to sleep, where shall we be? It is always awake.
That is spiritual. |
See how many of you will do it. Potentially anybody can. And that will free
you of all deficiencies, worries, problems, weaknesses and ignorance. This
needs a lot of practice. Sit in meditation. Try to melt. Surrender the mind
to the Lord. You may even tell Him: “God, whether I like it or not, I really
want to surrender. I don’t like to surrender only because by habit I have
cherished this ego for a long time. That is why it has become so dear to me.
I understand intellectually that to surrender is the best thing, but it
takes time to do that. Have patience with me, God. I’m not done yet.” God
always has patience. If He didn’t have patience, by this time He would have
put us back into our original elements! |